Well.
Apologies to those who haven't seen me improve over the past four years. I'm not a fast learner, nor am I adept at learning a lot of things at once.
Yes, a lot of artists out there improve ten fold within a year. All I've been doing for the past years was study anatomy, drawing nudes. And there's been little improvement. I'm sorry, I'm not a fast learner.
I admit, I love drawing nudes, and maybe that's my only goal in life, to be able to master the nude form, perticularly that of the female form. For those who've deemed me a pervert for my preference in what's "nubile" rather than what's mature, here's the real reason behind it:
There are more chances of me getting turned on when I draw a mature chick rather than one that is seemingly not mature. But the real Nicholas likes his women 36c-25-38. That's how I drew them when I entered college. Upon getting commissioned to draw younger body types though in my middle college years for an art patroness, I found those forms less distracting, more pure, and fresh.
It was like the 1800s over again, you may say.
Of course, there have been times I drew naked slave girls. And one time I drew myself as a barbarian king with lotsa nekkid slave girls.

Lol, I did that for the lulz. Like

would say, "WE DO IT FOR THE LULZ!!!"
And also, in my self-portrait as a barbarian, it's more historically factual. If you've read war stories, both factual and fictional (I read parts of Forgotten Realms... the Northmen in particular were... savage), as long as women were biologically ripe... barbarians would say, "IT'S RAEP TIME!!!!" Lulz. It's a reality, that even up to now it happens.
But in the end, when I draw stuff like that, my real concern lies with getting the form right. Four years may seem a long time to master form alone, let 9 for many. But I do not want to be like hundreds of artists these days who rely on colors to cover up their mistakes in form. I've always loved form. Even anatomy is evident in my biomecha designs.
I also do not want to rely on that famous saying, "Style ko yan eh" to cover up for my anatomical mistakes. Honestly, I can't stand the fact that up to know, even with conscious effort, I still draw my legs longer than real life normal limits. I have not mastered my style's form yet, and I'm sorry if it's been taking me long to master it.
We're not all fast learners.
I wouldn't want to bring up dirt here, but you could ask

why I'm saying this.
AND just because an artwork is finished and looks appealing to the masses, it doesn't make it less sleazy than it actually is.
So, there.
To my fellow deviants.

and

we'll still see each other in real life.

I'll still hang around with you guys during cons and gatherings.

,

, and

thanks for the tips and all. I actually listen to you guys, er, girls, but it doesn't get absorbed right away.

for the tips on drawing and makeup (Hehehe. I learned a lot)

for inspiring me to draw animals and for helping me develop my digital skillz.

for the optimistic pushes and for being there.

for giving me the needed beating once in a while.

and

for being like a mom and dad in Dameat.

for your lengthy blog-long comments that leave me pondering.
and to many others.
Thanks. Been a nice four years.
Devious Comments
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In a box of crayons
Some are sharp, some are pretty,
some are dull,some are bright,
some are weird names, and some are different colors.
But they all work together to form something beautiful
and they all fit together perfectly in one box
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In a box of crayons
Some are sharp, some are pretty,
some are dull,some are bright,
some are weird names, and some are different colors.
But they all work together to form something beautiful
and they all fit together perfectly in one box
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"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result getting something we don't have just rather recognizing and appreciating what we do have"
~Asaki
there are other ways to contact me. You can have my cell - 0922 471 95 75, , my yahoo, etc.
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Naka-pilgrimage mode ako ngayon eh.
Read my multiply (same username) journal on Why I left.
Thanks.
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"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result getting something we don't have just rather recognizing and appreciating what we do have"
~Asaki
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well, art is defined by the person who sees it.. art is not about What it is.. but it is How..
haha.. still.. u know me.. i love pretty girls..
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"sa litrato na lng kita mamahalin..."
art has substance. It's not just about big boobs and pretty faces and dumbing one's self down to be appreciated by the masses.
Stolen? Shet.
Who's quitting? Like I said in my multiply account, I'm taking a journey.
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Sino si M3? O_O
teka. nauto ako dyan. si Mark 3?
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hmmnn.. science + art.. goodluck with that..
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"sa litrato na lng kita mamahalin..."
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"sa litrato na lng kita mamahalin..."
._. Bye?
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This is my KILLER SMILE.
Avvie by ~la-coir and partly by me. Partly. Mostly by ~la-coir. Yeahhh...
date daw kayo minsan~
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In a box of crayons
Some are sharp, some are pretty,
some are dull,some are bright,
some are weird names, and some are different colors.
But they all work together to form something beautiful
and they all fit together perfectly in one box
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"sa litrato na lng kita mamahalin..."
FANBOY!!!
Taas pa naman tingin ko sa yo..
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Dress soaked in blood is so beautiful.
:: danidolls :: [link]
Your old students in FACA will surely miss you. (TT^TT)
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^ 1st account. :]
Moved as artleise
O ITO
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PANOORIN MO!
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"sa litrato na lng kita mamahalin..."
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"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result getting something we don't have just rather recognizing and appreciating what we do have"
~Asaki
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