For the first time in my life am I accessing internet from home. Slow ass connection, but it was worth the try. So this is how broadband works. I got Smart Bro, prepaid. Unfortuneately for me, I haven't found that sweet spot where 3g is strong (I think its in my room, but I can't stay there tonight because my in law is sleeping over with my nephew.)... so now I'm on gprs, which I have to say is faster than when I tried 3g.


Demn.

I remember discussing the two types of freedom with a friend the other week.
There are two instances in life when you can be truly free- in my opinion, of course:

1. When you can live alone. This is my first goal. I'm turning 26 this year, I hope I can save enough mid year to finally move out.

2. To die. Now this is the ultimate freedom one can achieve.

I spent the holidays watching Big Bang Theory and playing RE5. I haven't lifted pencil for the past week. It makes me wonder how my drawings will look like later on. I might doodle a bit and get to work on samples I've been meaning to finish.

2010 is aleady coming up, but I haven't improved much in drawing. Speed is still a bit underway, and if I don't improve a few notches up within the next week, I'm going to (once more) blow my chance at working on a comic book in the local scene.

I can work fast, but at the risk of warped figures and poorly composed scenes, panels and action. It still baffles me how comic book artists are able to create at least one page a day. Some even work on three comicbook titles a month!

Now, people have been telling me "You're too much of a perfectionist", but when I do try to compromise, my work ens up looking lower than mediocre. It's hard finding that grey area, being able to do something both of desirable quality an time production. It's annoying considering my art style is soo simple, and yet there are artists with higher caliber styles working much much faster...


If I don't hit it now, maybe in ten, twenty years, I will.

Techie Help needed here:

When my laptop was operating on Windows 7, my display memory was 1200+mb, around 500mb of which was dedicated (the actual memory of my nvidia gm105). Now that I switched to XP, I had my laptop dxdiag-ed and my display memory is just 512. Whatever happened to the added shared display memory from my ram? How do I get it back? I plan to upgrade my laptop to 4 gig ram, which I heard will allow my display memory reach 1700mb.

Damn it.

It sucks when some of the most beautiful girls you've seen in your life are actually related to you. Yeah, they're rather distant, but they still ain't yo' cousins. They're your nieces. Anyway.

Resident Evil 5, anyone?

So now I reached the final boss in Resident Evil 5. I think he's killed me 50+ times already. It's hard getting used to the controls. I'm contemplating on re-starting the game from the beginning since I kinda lack funds for upgrades and I used up all my healing shit. Damn Wesker.

Okay. Anyways. Have a nice Christmas everyone. Happy holidays to non-believers. It doesn't matter wht your beliefs are. We all need time to relax and party.

...is hot.

I was browsing and I saw an angel.